My heart can't possibly break when
it wasn't even whole to start with.
It's just so hard for me to swallow the truth. The ruthless truth.
My tears were flowing freely as i found out the real reason for you acting like an ass.
YOUR A COWARD! A FARKING BASTARD!
I wasted my precious time for a freaking liar.
I knew you were just playing ard with my heart but I WAS STUPID, BLIND AND DEAF to realise it.
I'm trying to come terms with it.
I'm trying my hardest to forget everything.
I blamed myself for hating you and in time to come am i going to despise the others the same way i loathe u?
It hurts so badly more than "being pierce by a dagger".
Indescrible are my feelings now.
Now i'm struggling day by day to fake a smile, to be happy.
AND IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU.